New blog? Lolwut?

Since my old blog is now irrelevant, because I'm an alumnus (yay!) I've started a new [public] blog. I'm keeping the old one, if you want to read it then I'll add you to its readers.
I can't begin to imagine why anyone would want to read my high-school ditherings, but I've had a couple requests from my TROLLS who won't join Blogger. So thar you go. :]

I signed up for Springboard and my session is June 15-16.  For anyone who doesn't know, Springboard is freshmeat orientation at Centenary. That's where we schedule classes, take aptitude tests, meet with Freshman Advisers and whatnot.
I really don't want to go. I hate going to events where I'm brand-new. Admittedly, lots of other people there will be new as well, but that doesn't ease my dread. There's already a sick feeling in my stomach at the thought of having to go somewhere alone.
I don't do anything alone. Except, well, you know, private things. I don't know why. I'm just afraid to do stuff alone. Shop, go out to eat, do ANYTHING in public. I'm self-conscious when I'm alone. I pull at my clothes, constantly tug at my hair, take out my cell phone and text anyone just to be a little distracted. Sad but true.
Ugh. I guess I just have to do this. Seems unnecessary to me. But how will I register for classes if I don't go?

Speaking of things I have to do, I have to find a travel mate. June? Florida. July? California. August? Shreveport, Louisiana. Ergh. I really want to get out of here. I guess I should have taken my brother's advice and gone to UConn but they weren't as interested in me as Centenary was. I guess I should be grateful, a lot of my friends got denied by Centenary and the ones who got accepted didn't get as much scholarship moola. But I just feel like I should be.. exploring. Not cooped up like some retarded chicken. If I stay penned too long, I'm going to end up having a gimpy wing.






Anyway, tomorrow should be a long day of shopping with my sister. So, I'll take pictures if necessary, cover my eyes if I must [it's imminent] and be sure to update if anything gooey happens.  : /

Update: 6/5/10

For my Northerner friends: AKA Nate, Jesse, Jeremy and others
I'll be in Groton with brother and family (and Nate) from Jul. 23 to August 10th.