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tyler shields- Robots

wednesday night [11-10] i met someone who is..

well, i won't worry about filling in that blank yet. 

but let's just say, i do like him. 

and maybe this could turn into something great.

but i have to keep remembering that i did just meet him two days ago. 
i'm not really worried about it right now. 
i should let it unfold. 

that same day [11-10] i had a rather traumatizing experience. 
one of my best friends, who has already professed her love for the guy she is ACTIVELY dating, 
had sex with a guy who is NOT the guy she is actively dating. 
and i got to listen to the whole thing. 
which made my conversations with the new guy a whole lot more awkward. 
i'm hoping that he still wants to get to know me, and i think that he does. 
but maybe if he thinks he can get it from promiscuous girls like that friend of mine,
he won't be interested in me. 
honestly, i don't believe, even for a second, that he's like that.
somehow I'm just willing to believe that he's different.

"A camera is just an expensive paperweight if you don't use it". 

 

  

some day I'll be pretty like Jackie O.